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being bitter about not being able to study in Prague this summer seems so far away, because on Thursday my baby sister is having open heart surgery, and if I would have been going to Prague, I would have been leaving today. and that really wouldn't have done. I am nervous, but I know everything will be fine because she is the strongest girl I know. and of course, because we have our own totoro.

she and Lindsey are all the family I have.